Beautiful

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Tonight was beautiful...









New York City

Postal Script I got my first blog view from P-town today. WTF?

Monster Man, out~

It's Christmas!!! 9/25 see?!

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So I've been celebrating in my mind my first out-of-country blog view! Please bow, Berlin, Deutschland (Germany, a little lingo trick I learned from Courtney Landon [sorry about lending out some more of your mysteriousness again])!!!!

Today in French we had a substitute. Mrs. Brubaker. She simply has plumped since last year.
El prego.

The bright side of having a sub in French is we get to turn off the lights and watch a movie. The down side is that the movie has to be in French. Today happened to be Jurassic Park I. I believe we were suppose to pick a Disney movie *which I get sick of all the time* but I got to put down my head and make an attempt to catch up on my lost sleep...

Today ended fairly well. TGIF

Once again I am just writing because I just LOVEEEEE!!!!!!!!! blogging. ^^

I hope my ear isn't getting infected, 'cos that would SUCK. The other morning there was some white pussy stuff coming out of it o.O and it smelt funny. It still hasn't fully healed but I haven't had any problems with it until now. Maybe I touch it too much? Dunno...

Tomorrow night is prayer and worship practice right before that. I'm psyched. It's fun and rejuvenates the soul. ;) Tonight was reggae dance practice. Interesting most definitely... for me? Not at all. Heh. Jamaican me crazay!

I'm trying to read a bunch of books. It's not working out so well...

School always sucks.

I should probably sleep but I just don't want to.

I think I may leave you guys though... sorry.

MORE OUT-OF-COUNTRY VISITS PLEASE!!! Malaysia? WOW... that'd be so exhilarating XD.

Everyone is getting sick :[ I'm glad I got over my sickness from this past weekend. S'all good.

Well... Good night

Much love,
Monster Man, out~

UGH!

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I don't even know why I thought I could make something similar! I put my Bubble Tea making on hiatus... possibly forever! UGH!

Short post... I am truly sorry... just epic fail...

Moral of this: Don't tamper with God's heavenly tea creation... -.-

Monster Man, out~

SYATP

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I got sick yesterday, prayed it away, missed school but it is quickly leaving my body! Faith in the lord at work.

I never made my Bubble Tea, I keep forgetting about my veggies rotting in the fridge and I am upset because the audio book, When Heaven Meets Earth, won't load properly onto my Media Player. It keeps replacing the previous disc because it thinks they're all the same "song".

I'm very thirsty. Maybe tonight's the night for Bubble Tea.

So, SYATP! Globally, people get together at their school's flag pole before school starts for a half an hour to pray. This happens every year, typically on a Wednesday in late September. "What do they pray for?" you ask? They pray over their school, students, teachers, community, nation, and pretty much anything! It's not only a step out of our comfort zones and a breaking down of personal walls, it's the claiming of life over death! It's serving our Lord and asking for his will to be done on Earth as it is in Heaven. By faith we've been given the power to pray heaven down to Earth. That's a little something I learned from my man, Robert. ;]

So in P-town, all of our community Christian churches- and anyone who wants to come for that matter- are meeting at Portland Mount Hope Church (click link for directions) for an hour of tasty food and pre-prayer (6:00am-7:00am) before we head to the schools. Rides are provided and it's all grades. You're welcome to come! :]

Monster Man, out~

Drugs

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Tonight shall be another Bubble Tea adventure! I have my coconut milk, my whole milk *which I never have* and Jell-O... and fruit juices! Oh! And improved organization skills. ;]

Last night was different because I bought both a large taro and a medium honeydew! Yumm ^^!

Anberlin has a few good songs.

Autumn- derived from the Latin 'autumnus'- means maturity and manly. I see great things for this season. Stay active in your pure motives...

Me so hungry!

I have no idea how to look up the Greek and Hebrew for words. Should I be finding it easy? o.O

I need more time and people to write music with. I love it. It drowns my heart.


When you're in that place, it feels like there is a vortex line that's parallel with your back perched within your inner-most being. It's like your body is getting this tingling sense and lifting weakness. It's a drug. The feeling is attractive and alluring; it only makes you want more. And when you don't get more, the withdrawal is so antagonizing. The difference is- you can can get more... and...

...you need more.


I'm tired and am only writing because I felt like I needed to. I love blogging as you already know. I hope the people from all over Michigan and from other states that visit my blog actually read this. It may be too much to hope for but I think that would be amazing!

I took the liberty of taking a few extra straws from Bubble Island because they are sweet and needed for my creations.

If you get the chance, GO THERE!

It's good. I only try to create my own because I live too far away to get the real stuff often enough... sighs...

I don't have enough time to get a job. But I need one! GAWSH. >_>

My mouth tastes baaaaaad. I need to brush my teeth and go to beddy-byeee.... XD

I will See You At the Pole! Wednesday Sept. 23d, 2009 my friends!


Moral of this: Truly getting into that place does not come from finding your own way of doing so...

Much love,

Monster Man, out~

You Don't Have to Read it if You Don't Want To- I Understand...

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Dudes and dudettes! I am totally spazzin' out right now... I'm having one of my fits that I tend to only get in pressured situations. It's as though no matter how slow I move everything feels like it's going super fast and my mind freaks out. I end up feeling like I'm having a stroke and then that causes a panic attack as well... I feel like I'm on speed or something! I don't know what that would be like but it sounds like it could potentially fit the description.

You don't have to read anything of this color/within the " " if you don't want to; they're just my old myspace blog posts and are really good. I guess it made this post uber long and that's why I am giving you the option *heh* to skip them and know where they are to skip.

I had taro milk tea tonight as well as honeydew milk tea. They were yums. First a large then a medium. Got home at one o'clock in the anti-meridium.

This is totally my second posting in like... 5 hours or sumpthin.

While I wait for my slow dial-up connection to load myspace and my blog posts I shall ask you to play your own elevator music in your head; I always have the same one in my head and I always love it.

As the music plays- my bladder may burst but I would rather not move right now. I am very tired. Tomorrow I may ask Urie-nator if he'd like to get to the church early to write some muze. I hope my beans/broccoli haven't rotted. That would be disappointing seeing as I have yet to try my recipes!

OH! Here's one post:

"

life
Current mood:here
Category: Life

it's sad because being alive as long as we have and seeing others with life we take for granted how great that truly is in this infinate solar system on the outer edge of the milky way galaxy this blue ball birthed 6 billion beings of man and here we are in this day and age we set speaking and worshiping and fighting and loving and we're alive and because we have not a recollection of being lifeless we cannot truly understand how greatly blessed we are to be alive today thanks Dad :]"

The muze continues- I'm listening to ACB; check them out!

Another! :

"Bubble Tea and Glass Cleaner

Current mood:Amazed
Category: Life

...Why don't people just... slow down? Look at the stars. Spill your heart out to what seems to keep you together. People are so anxious to understand what they can't... but we're not meant to. If we knew everything, we'd have no reason to look up to anything, no reason to have that longing; to seek answers from something more superior. What are you seeking? What's the MOST important thing in your life? No matter your other priorities, how important is that thing? What are you going to do? Ditch it or put aside these things that seem so pointless in comparison, just to follow out what you are meant to do? Don't rush but don't stand still. Don't expect too much but expect more every day. Someone told me that a while ago. Don't let yourself be blinded by things that are less important than that ultimate goal. I've seen so many people hurt because they fear and they are just niglected... I guess I'm just collecting my thoughts... but it hurts to watch other people and not know what to do. Don't let yourself be passive about the things that are "too deep and will complicate my life," when some day it will get you in trouble and leave you on an ice patch where you just find yourself spinning those old tires.
Have yourself a good time but make sure you can see clearly out your window."

... and finally:

I Enjoy Posting Blogs... A Lot
Current mood: blah
Category: Religion and Philosophy

07/21/08_Fear

For a while this spider, a daddy long leg, has been crawling around next to me on my wall. I looked at it and thought, 'His life is about to end, just because I don't want him to crawl on me. If I were that spider I would be terrified, seeing a massive object about to flatten my form. His death is so sad because his life existing is not pleasant to me. To him I'm just this dictator who chooses who lives and who dies, that is, right when he's about to shrivel. Before then, I'm just a giant thing, sort of strange, just setting there. "I wonder what it is." Look, he's just trying to make it up the wall to a web in the corner. He'll never make it. If I were him, I'd be breaking down. "It's been an hour and I keep falling! Why can't I just grip onto this wall and make it home?" I'd be so annoyed with myself because I can't do it and no matter my

Zach|4

efforts I am failing. And there he is, still trying. I don't think I'll kill him. What's the point? I know, he's a spider, but, he has instincts like humans. He's made to survive. And when death stares him in the face, his instincts are to defend, or run away. He wants to live. Isn't that enough reason to let him survive? I feel so bad for him. I'll just let him be, let his nature do what he does. I could take him outside, but I don't know, are my efforts worth it? Where did he go? Did he give up?' It wasn't until actually typing what he might be thinking, that I realized how much he related to people; how much he related to..."

That is my past... but it means so much...


Moral of this: Some things make your girlfriend fall in love with you, some things make you fall in love with your girlfriend. Just don't let the past escape you.

Much Love,

Monster Man, out~

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I haven't kept on my blogging lately... it's kind of depressing. I realized just last night by the Urie-nator that I say that a lot.

Heh... "Fetus," he chuckles...

I wanna do something fun and interesting.

Tonight is Bubble Tea XD!!!! Scrumdiddlyumptious!

I like metal, Lifehouse, Coldplay and stuff....

I think I may go down to the creek in a few days and get me some fish. My little fish bowl has stanky water in it that use to have dead fish in it that use to have living fish in it that use to belong to my girlfriend for her fish's (George) transfer tank while changing his water in his other bowl. Mhm.

I can't wait until I graduate. I'm going to stay in college forever ^^... only not.

I'm pretty much doing a flash relearning of French so I can be coerced into proceeding onto French II. "Bonjour! Je m'appelle Paul! Est-ce que tu aimes faire? J'aime ecouter de la musique." GAWSHHH!!!

I will... See You at the POLE!!!!!!!!! this wednesday. Check out that link and come. Invite your friends and make sure they know that it's for a very important reason!

Well, au revoir... ugh....

Moral of this: We must get on with life...

Monster Man, out~

Back

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I haven't blogged in like five days! HOLY GEESHER WOWZAH!

Life has pretty much become a living hell since school started.

I'll give you some reasons:

The people are a drag on my efforts (to say the least)...

My schedule is completely full almost all the time; even this weekend has been...

It gets even more depressing and lonely each year...

I didn't sign up for French II but they decided that because I took French I, I must have wanted to take it again...

Mrs. Rockey has gone from our vice to our, uhm, Sr.? principle...

I am in a math class that is considered the hardest math course of my PHS career and am obligated to take...

I have a low motivation and self-esteem...

MY LIFE IS GONE.

So yea, that is pretty much a good summary of it... I find ellipsis useful (is that the plural for that?).

BTW ma amie Courtney, I am not steeling your idea of blogging for this particular entry. I planned on this for a while. XD

I have recently bought green beans to make fried beans and I also bought four more stalks of broccoli for some more stir fry! :D Me love me some Chinoise food! *that's the Chinese nationality en francais*.

I'm sad. I haven't any thing else to say after my hiatus...

Moral of this: Go to school, it's cool. *ARGH*

Monster Man, out~

Pièce de Résistance

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Summer has ended and hell is beginning...

I got some new clothes... I like them sorta kinda :]

I don't like how they're not very original though... I need to lose weight so I can buy me some chick pants... prolly corduroy; I already have maroon ones... maybe some beige? Then it won't be as obscene to wear them XD.

I bought a really comfy zip up hoodie. ^^

This year will be better I hope... but I get the feeling it will go a lot slower than last year... that was the quickest and most unreasonably fast year of my life!

I am a sophomore. No more "stupid freshman" comments popping out of random mouths throughout the halls. Algebra II scares me. Especially since I lost my graphing calculator, they're required and they cost between $80-$120. >.>"

^Aren't those corduroys hot? ^

I dig the red ones...

Not only do I strongly dislike/hate school, I also do not condone the seasons changing to winter.

Got my license... all I need is a job for gas = // =

Got any musique IDyuhs for meh? naww? I ope soh 'cos I need some to put a fix on my creativeness and teenage angst... haha. That comes from the German for "fear" bah thuh way.

At least I don't have to sit through PMS for another year (heh that's Portland Middle School FYI). I think I shall make new friends considering all of my old partial ones graduated...

I'm going to do some stuff and try to sleep... G'night y'all!

Moral of this: Chick pants are awesome...

Monster Man, out~

I Know, Odd Post, I Don't Care

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So... pretty much tonight I talked to a classmate of mine. He told me he was in love. He told me that him and his girl were going to stay together forever. I thought it was great! You never see people truly in love any more. Not at my age.

So I take the opportunity to make sure that relationship won't have any strongholds; no skeletons in any closets you know? I tell him I know that it's a creepy, odd and random subject to bring up but if he were addicted to porn or something, he should take care of it right then. He gave me some replies showing me he was a bit uncomfortable but curious. I gave him some stats as to why I was bringing it up and told him I cared about them both.

He asked me if I looked at porn and proudly said no. He asked me if I have looked at porn and I said yes.

... He laughed.

I was completely embarrassed.

'Course I asked him why he laughed.

"cause you beat your meat at the computer"

I told him that I don't. He said I had to come clean and I told him I already did. I use to but no longer do. He said good. I agreed. I asked him if he was still laughing. He said no. I asked him if he thought it was still funny. "naw"

Please bless me God...

Giving him a light overview of my past was difficult. Then he laughs... It's for my strengthening... I couldn't expect any more. I think I came at as soft of an approach as I could at that point... Some people you need to hit hard and others you ease your way in. I don't know... The convo chilled after that. I don't think it ended awkward. I think it actually ended well.

First time really talking to someone outside of my comfort zone about that sorta thing. I am pleased but a little weird feeling.

If you are having relationship problems because of porn or something related, or maybe you deal with things like that yourself, talk to me, check out my help blog or visit xxxchurch.com.

Moral of this: Be strong because things are bound to be difficult in this life.

Monster Man, out~

A New Light

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Art by: Z. K. Hutchins

I think this evening *technically morning* I shall use the remainder of my chilled *a step up from yesterday's rather warm* green tea and use my peach gelatin to create bites similar to the thick and delectable mango stars in my favorite Taro Milk Tea. Maybe I will add real fruit bits? ^^



I was told my song that I wrote may become part of the Sunday line-up soon. It needs more orchestration though. Made me feel good. I was told it was one of my friends favorite songs he's heard lately! :D

I might just have to make a clay-mation now. Something very weird and unexpected. I've tried before. They use a poly something or other instead of clay. You wouldn't know her.

Tomorrow is my girlfriend's and my one year anniversary!!!! :D yay!!!!

I want to play saxophone in band class. Unfortunately I am not a band geek nor do I own/know how to play a band instrument.

I love blogging.

I want to try and write music that's more alternative and melodic. I need to work on good lyrics and try and get something good going. I think my main setback is that kind of music requires a band most of the time. I am one person with a guitar and the occasional drummer. Music is grand ihn it?

Feel the need to fight cutting? Check out the music video on youtube, The Way She Feels by Between the Trees. For some help with cutting or any other problem, comment on my blog Help By Faith anonymously or email me at zacheryh777@gmail.com .

Hey! That's the kinda music I might enjoy creating... :] Very enlightening!
It's creative, melodic, there's a reason, capturing, I enjoy the guitar's tones and the keys added in... Yes, there I have set a goal for myself! I wish I had that guys high range though. That's talent.

Alright, I love you guys! .... Whoever is reading this....

Moral of this: Problems can and need to be fixed.

Monster Man, out~