I Know, Odd Post, I Don't Care

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So... pretty much tonight I talked to a classmate of mine. He told me he was in love. He told me that him and his girl were going to stay together forever. I thought it was great! You never see people truly in love any more. Not at my age.

So I take the opportunity to make sure that relationship won't have any strongholds; no skeletons in any closets you know? I tell him I know that it's a creepy, odd and random subject to bring up but if he were addicted to porn or something, he should take care of it right then. He gave me some replies showing me he was a bit uncomfortable but curious. I gave him some stats as to why I was bringing it up and told him I cared about them both.

He asked me if I looked at porn and proudly said no. He asked me if I have looked at porn and I said yes.

... He laughed.

I was completely embarrassed.

'Course I asked him why he laughed.

"cause you beat your meat at the computer"

I told him that I don't. He said I had to come clean and I told him I already did. I use to but no longer do. He said good. I agreed. I asked him if he was still laughing. He said no. I asked him if he thought it was still funny. "naw"

Please bless me God...

Giving him a light overview of my past was difficult. Then he laughs... It's for my strengthening... I couldn't expect any more. I think I came at as soft of an approach as I could at that point... Some people you need to hit hard and others you ease your way in. I don't know... The convo chilled after that. I don't think it ended awkward. I think it actually ended well.

First time really talking to someone outside of my comfort zone about that sorta thing. I am pleased but a little weird feeling.

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Moral of this: Be strong because things are bound to be difficult in this life.

Monster Man, out~