Coldplay

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Who knows when the next time I'll post will be but I am posting now which is all that matters, yeh?

Lots and lots of changes in the past months yes.

I've found there are two types of temptation.

1) Temptation that you fall into because you want to be more like the people you're around like peers and family members so that you'll fit in.

2) Temptation that you fall into because you love and trust the people you're around and already feel the comfort of before you're handed desire.

I've made some mistakes in the past that I'm not proud of by any means. Some more recent than others. But mistakes make you learn. When you learn, you may end up with more questions. I know I have some questions.

I love Coldplay and Eminem now. Not just having frequently mild enjoyment but truly love the music now. I, in fact, still owe somebody a drawing of an album cover. I was told to think about their style and come up with an album cover as if they were about to release a new album. Challenge, accepted. Will you be pleased? I have no idea. :D

I still make little sense when I try to explain things. Sometimes I do it to be... what's Mr. Scheurer's vocab words.... Sometimes I equivocate! That's the word I'm looking for... If you're not gifted with a wide vernacular and need to look that up like I did, it means to be vague and ambiguous in expression in order to avoid things.

Today I came to a realization that, as I quote my best friend, "Emotionless contentment is an excuse for a compassionless existence." I added that in order to use this emotionless contentment, or apathy, as an excuse, it must be intentional. To be intentionally emotionless, you must be pushing the emotion away or somehow for some reason blocking it out. Then it was added, "Apathy is an excuse for disconnectedness," and vise versa.

Pandora Radio is the best! I type in all kinds of my favorite music and it just shows me more amazing music!

I need a job so fricken desperately. I have no money.... and it's all my fault. I'm not blaming anybody else haha. Funtyme has closed for the season and even though I made bank there, idk if I will go back next year... My boss let me go unofficially 10/17/10. That's a six month season. I'd say I did well.

Luckily my mother told me that once I run out of money, she would give me gas money until I get another job.

So apparently, the top 3 countries to visit my blog are: United States, France, and Germany. Thank you kind foreigners. You have pleased me and remain faithful.

I still despise just about all country.

My weight lifting class has made me very very happy. Results babay! I am now a proud owner of pectorals that can bench 230 lbs. ^w^

I have AIM now. haha. Next on my list is Farmville... o.O

Junior year has been pretty lame but I've run into some perks to make it worth while. Hopefully they'll stick around :]

I hope to blog again soon!!

Much Love,

Monster Man, out~

No Way Jose!

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Can't wait til summer.


I did get that job. It's BORING and I do not get a schedule. The schedule part is the worst. I never know if i can do anything with my day until it's almost over....


But, it's money, i guess...


Iwannatonzamuzik.


I haven't gotten much sleep lately. I try to go to bed early but i never make it there until 11:30 at least.


I still need to work out tonight. I dont have time for that either. It's been about 2 weeks and I've only had a bicep workout....


Bubble Island soon. SOUNDS DELIC!!!!




Sooooo I'm prolly taking heartlands this year! never thought i would but i'm stuck between culinary arts, auto, health and criminal justice. I'm mostly thinking auto this year and my senior year, health, that is, if that's what i'm going into.


alg II is a tad better now.




me so love the rain.


Though I missed an amazing Paramore concert exactly one week ago, I will make sure I attend the one in August.



Any other sweet concerts people can think of?




I do miss my Chinese food.


Monster /// sounds very good right now. Maybe that AND Bubble Tea. Monster Tea? hmmm O.o



God is good. I need to catch up with Him.


Well, hopefully it'll be less than a month before I blog next.



Much love,



Moral of this: Don't take French, it sucks. So does Spanish... and German ;)







Monster Man, out~

Latest News- potatoes look like... potatoes?

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Hi XD


"I'm not okay but we're alright"

"Someday, when my life has passed me by, I'll lay around and wonder why you were always there for me"


Good stuff.


I'm actually posting because you guys actually care that I do. awww ^^


My arms kill because I did a chest and triceps workout saturday and they keep getting stiffer.

But i'm turning into a lean mean man beast, slowly but surely... every day counts ;)


Sorry, Courtney, for I did not fulfill my promise of getting on msn -.-

I played my song for the first time today since fine arts. I still like it, but my music never touches me the same as other people's.

This is a quick one tonight.


It's the latest thing to post this so here it goes!
"Life is sexually transmitted and always fatal."


Had to.








I'ma fast typer. That's why I'm so fat.


Summer is coming. 44 more days i guess? It excites me.

Bubble Tea tomorrow?




Moral of this: My disposition is scaring me. My blogs are getting more and more dull. Stay connected with yourself... please.



Much Love,



Monster Man, out~

I Saw Valentines Day. XD

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So lately it's been gorgeous out. Not the sky in the day; that has been gray and blue, but the warmth and skies in the night; they have been exhilarating.

Went for a run today. People say I don't look my weight. Unfortunately those kind comments don't change my weight. The running does. It also causes chaffing...

That's okay. One day, I will have a body like Taylor Lautner. ;) haha

My roll model... *sighs*


ANYWAYS




What would you do?



My throat hurts. "J'ai mal au gorge!"

Maybe I need grandma's remedy?

Honey and lemon juice!

hmmmmm.


Moral of this: Stars are horrible roll models but if they give you motivation, what the hey, right?


Love


Monster Man, out~

A Lot to Catch Up On...

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Tonight I was caught under the night's sky, trapped in its wondrous beauty. Wherefore art though, my infinite? Something so precious, void, dark and yet, without gravity holding suspended spheres of unimaginable intensities of flame; those just like our own we take for granted daily. How we miss you, O how we do. It kills me to hear people believe you are random, because you are not; far from it. You came from the beginning and it was good. You are so awesome because you were created in the image of your creator. And we've desecrated you.
-Z.K. Hutchins




It's been a while.

I still love you guys... whoever you are ;)

Been busy.

Writing music/sermon for fine arts festival!

That's comin up.

I must sleep but I will be back soon.


G'night life.



Moral of this: You'll believe what you want to believe, but not what you need to. Be a little more open to the supernatural ideas and less to the logic people always try and jam into you.



Monster Man, out~

Seals = Profanity: Français Deux

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Music



Big test tomorrow. Hopefully that D+ can become a C+ or higher! :D
............
Darn Alg II


The other day we learned that the French word for seal is 'phoque'.

I bet you can guess how that's pronounced....

-Fohkə-


"I wanna scream 'I love you!' from the top of my lungs. But I'm afraid that someone else will hear me. You can only blame your problems on the world for so long before it all becomes the same old song..."
- The (Shipped) Gold Standard, Fall Out Boy


"I will love you even when you won't let me. And you will kill me by doing nothing. But I know it's not you, my dear, I know it's not you. I know it's not you, my dear, it's the nothing that kills. I can't save you but I will love you."
- Of Want and Misery: The Nothing That Kills, As Cities Burn

"I'm sure if You wanted to stop love, You could just untie Your end and let it go. But my God, You don't, You don't. Yeah, I think I love You for it... Our world is grey."
- Our World is Grey, As Cities Burn

"If I make it to Heaven, I may be as bloody as Hell. Would you still take me? I'm afraid that You might say "Depart from me, for I never knew you." 'Cause I'm in the wrong body..."
- Wrong Body, As Cities Burn

"This is real. This is now. I don't wanna go. I hold on, you let go; will I ever know? ...When I am a monster, You never wince when You look at me. When I am a freak, You never stare. When I am a leper You never say unclean and when I am lost, when I am lost, You come and get me free!"
- Monster, The Almost

"Time is fiction..."
- Time is Fiction, Edison Glass





These quotes from songs mean a lot to me.
Comment?






Moral of this: Putting on your goggles help you look through the cloudiness. Don't be simple.



Much love,



Monster Man, out~

I Support Pandas Eating Pandas

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Hey guys! National Hug an Asian Day, or, NHAAD, is November 30.

NOW is the time!
Are you going to make the decision?
-Hug an Asian, Save a life.




Still my worst class is Alg II...


I love love love Edison Glass, Desperation Band's latest album, and posters.

Asians are pretty nifty too ;)


SO when I spent the weekend at Cornerstone University not too long ago I made an interracial friend. His name is Tyler. People make a fuss about racism and such when it's just fun to joke around knowing that people take it too seriously for words. They themselves become racist. So jokes are made mocking racism. Tyler can laugh at himself because he's half African American, half German. I think that's just such an ironic and hysterical combination. He also has amazing hair. :]

I am happier. Change is occurring, and I've put my trust in God. All that I need to do is get more into my devotional habits and be lesser of a hypocrite.



Moral of this: Asians are generally nice and talented people! Don't fear the Reaper.

( XD haha)



Much Love,




Monster Man, out~

Psychological

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Long time, no talk peeps. Sorry bout that!

My review:

Amusing, heart wrenching, and a film for the whole family. A young boy dives deep into his imagination filling the void of his missing father and failure to fit in. After losing control of his emotions he works out his problems through running away and creating his own fantasy land. Roaming this land of his brings true realization to his life and could possibly bring insight to yours. - Z.K. Hutchins, Where the Wild Things Are

It was depressing but I greatly enjoyed it. It's fun to discover things within people.

Life is still very busy. Strung my guitar, broke a string while doing so, replaced it with an acoustic guitar string... works fine. 22 hours at the church last week.

"You've got a smile that can light up the whole town".

It's getting colder every day but it was 63 degrees today. I enjoyed it.


I should get to sleep.

Makin' new friends! Good stuff right thur.

Music is gone. I am sad. My computer has been wiped from virus. Tear.

Bubble Tea is on my mind with some of that Chinese food. Always.

Maybe I shall become a Fusion Chef!

Stew... ew XD haha!

Mango smoothies!!!!!!!

My Monster *rawr ///* addiction luckily is fading. Caffeine has not been a major part of my diet; rather vitamin D lactose and spring H2O.

T'is boring here. I need to work harder I guess and waste my life away like most people do. sighs.

Much love,


Moral of this: Swing-sets are fruit to the soul; remember the good times, learn from the bad and ignore my hypocriticalness!



Monster Man, out~

Drugs

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Tonight shall be another Bubble Tea adventure! I have my coconut milk, my whole milk *which I never have* and Jell-O... and fruit juices! Oh! And improved organization skills. ;]

Last night was different because I bought both a large taro and a medium honeydew! Yumm ^^!

Anberlin has a few good songs.

Autumn- derived from the Latin 'autumnus'- means maturity and manly. I see great things for this season. Stay active in your pure motives...

Me so hungry!

I have no idea how to look up the Greek and Hebrew for words. Should I be finding it easy? o.O

I need more time and people to write music with. I love it. It drowns my heart.


When you're in that place, it feels like there is a vortex line that's parallel with your back perched within your inner-most being. It's like your body is getting this tingling sense and lifting weakness. It's a drug. The feeling is attractive and alluring; it only makes you want more. And when you don't get more, the withdrawal is so antagonizing. The difference is- you can can get more... and...

...you need more.


I'm tired and am only writing because I felt like I needed to. I love blogging as you already know. I hope the people from all over Michigan and from other states that visit my blog actually read this. It may be too much to hope for but I think that would be amazing!

I took the liberty of taking a few extra straws from Bubble Island because they are sweet and needed for my creations.

If you get the chance, GO THERE!

It's good. I only try to create my own because I live too far away to get the real stuff often enough... sighs...

I don't have enough time to get a job. But I need one! GAWSH. >_>

My mouth tastes baaaaaad. I need to brush my teeth and go to beddy-byeee.... XD

I will See You At the Pole! Wednesday Sept. 23d, 2009 my friends!


Moral of this: Truly getting into that place does not come from finding your own way of doing so...

Much love,

Monster Man, out~

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I haven't kept on my blogging lately... it's kind of depressing. I realized just last night by the Urie-nator that I say that a lot.

Heh... "Fetus," he chuckles...

I wanna do something fun and interesting.

Tonight is Bubble Tea XD!!!! Scrumdiddlyumptious!

I like metal, Lifehouse, Coldplay and stuff....

I think I may go down to the creek in a few days and get me some fish. My little fish bowl has stanky water in it that use to have dead fish in it that use to have living fish in it that use to belong to my girlfriend for her fish's (George) transfer tank while changing his water in his other bowl. Mhm.

I can't wait until I graduate. I'm going to stay in college forever ^^... only not.

I'm pretty much doing a flash relearning of French so I can be coerced into proceeding onto French II. "Bonjour! Je m'appelle Paul! Est-ce que tu aimes faire? J'aime ecouter de la musique." GAWSHHH!!!

I will... See You at the POLE!!!!!!!!! this wednesday. Check out that link and come. Invite your friends and make sure they know that it's for a very important reason!

Well, au revoir... ugh....

Moral of this: We must get on with life...

Monster Man, out~