It's Summer

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I promised so here it is:




I've been working at Funtyme Adventure Parks for over 2 months now and haven't saved that much $money$.

Shawn and I have been dating for 22 months 7 days.

My heart is sinking in many places *^this is not listed to follow the above^*

Summer's not all I had fantasized.

God is far from my heart but I am not giving up.

I can go to War Week :] *Courtney, what I was trying to tell you tonight on facebook until my internet cut me off*

My mother won't go to SNAP and sign off my permission to get a gym membership.

Brandon Vanderbroek died the other day, Shawn's best friend's little bro and my peer. His funeral is Friday and it's the first death to hit me in such a way.

I'm glad I get a break from youth. It sounds bad but I couldn't take it very long. Too much stress on the team.

My friends are killing me.

I want one of the fluffy critters Courtney, Kara and Donald had tonight. Or as Ghanghus called it, the "pink rabbit."

I want Bubble Tea and Chinese food SOOOOOOO so bad.

I have a cold.

My birthday is in 21 days and I am not truly phased by it. But I will get to drive past 12 :]

I should read my bible more but I don't. I do want to.

I need to blog more. That's obvious.

My phone is dying so apparently that's my b-day present. Can I at least have texting?

Why do I feel unaccomplished?

People unfortunately prove others right. They say "you only believe in a god to make yourselves feel better" and the only time people make mention of a god is when someone dies, saying "they're in a better place now" when in most cases they're really not. They're in Hell because people like me didn't show them Christ. As politically incorrect as that may seem, it's pure truth. But you either honestly believe that they have gone to Heaven or only say it because you are trying to cope not knowing the true love of Christ Jesus.

Can anybody tell me if the July law passed on texting also applies to talking on the phone? I don't wanna get pulled over for that.

I need to put my new tags on my car, but I'm afraid I'll rip it and have to pay a bunch for a new one and not be able to drive my Jeep for a few weeks cuz of it. Or get pulled over for not having changed them yet.

I don't like to blog about sad stuff but it's a must sometimes.




I love you guys :]



Moral of this: Don't blame God for accidents like death, especially when you don't believe in him. That'll just piss me off. It's being irrational. Like this blog post maybe?




Monster Man, out~

I Saw Valentines Day. XD

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

So lately it's been gorgeous out. Not the sky in the day; that has been gray and blue, but the warmth and skies in the night; they have been exhilarating.

Went for a run today. People say I don't look my weight. Unfortunately those kind comments don't change my weight. The running does. It also causes chaffing...

That's okay. One day, I will have a body like Taylor Lautner. ;) haha

My roll model... *sighs*


ANYWAYS




What would you do?



My throat hurts. "J'ai mal au gorge!"

Maybe I need grandma's remedy?

Honey and lemon juice!

hmmmmm.


Moral of this: Stars are horrible roll models but if they give you motivation, what the hey, right?


Love


Monster Man, out~

A Lot to Catch Up On...

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Tonight I was caught under the night's sky, trapped in its wondrous beauty. Wherefore art though, my infinite? Something so precious, void, dark and yet, without gravity holding suspended spheres of unimaginable intensities of flame; those just like our own we take for granted daily. How we miss you, O how we do. It kills me to hear people believe you are random, because you are not; far from it. You came from the beginning and it was good. You are so awesome because you were created in the image of your creator. And we've desecrated you.
-Z.K. Hutchins




It's been a while.

I still love you guys... whoever you are ;)

Been busy.

Writing music/sermon for fine arts festival!

That's comin up.

I must sleep but I will be back soon.


G'night life.



Moral of this: You'll believe what you want to believe, but not what you need to. Be a little more open to the supernatural ideas and less to the logic people always try and jam into you.



Monster Man, out~

Seals = Profanity: Français Deux

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Music



Big test tomorrow. Hopefully that D+ can become a C+ or higher! :D
............
Darn Alg II


The other day we learned that the French word for seal is 'phoque'.

I bet you can guess how that's pronounced....

-Fohkə-


"I wanna scream 'I love you!' from the top of my lungs. But I'm afraid that someone else will hear me. You can only blame your problems on the world for so long before it all becomes the same old song..."
- The (Shipped) Gold Standard, Fall Out Boy


"I will love you even when you won't let me. And you will kill me by doing nothing. But I know it's not you, my dear, I know it's not you. I know it's not you, my dear, it's the nothing that kills. I can't save you but I will love you."
- Of Want and Misery: The Nothing That Kills, As Cities Burn

"I'm sure if You wanted to stop love, You could just untie Your end and let it go. But my God, You don't, You don't. Yeah, I think I love You for it... Our world is grey."
- Our World is Grey, As Cities Burn

"If I make it to Heaven, I may be as bloody as Hell. Would you still take me? I'm afraid that You might say "Depart from me, for I never knew you." 'Cause I'm in the wrong body..."
- Wrong Body, As Cities Burn

"This is real. This is now. I don't wanna go. I hold on, you let go; will I ever know? ...When I am a monster, You never wince when You look at me. When I am a freak, You never stare. When I am a leper You never say unclean and when I am lost, when I am lost, You come and get me free!"
- Monster, The Almost

"Time is fiction..."
- Time is Fiction, Edison Glass





These quotes from songs mean a lot to me.
Comment?






Moral of this: Putting on your goggles help you look through the cloudiness. Don't be simple.



Much love,



Monster Man, out~

In a Few Years Could it be Possible that I'll Accidentally Name Posts the Same as Previous Posts?

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

I've been doing a pretty poor job of keeping up on my blogging, I'll admit. But I just read through all my mates' blogs since I last checked in. Kudos my friends.

Kudos.


*Mostly to Courtney cos she's one of the only ones really who does it and she has good mouth words*


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On my linkies, check out Cody and I serenading our new friend from our local university. It was a good time.
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I'm starting to work out again. ^^
I'm-a get ripped by next summer. If it weren't for the holidays I would have lost 4 more pounds but instead I'm prolly gaining them back... :/

I need running shoes. My feet are getting wrecked by my smexi Cons.... So that just has been making me afraid to run until I do get some. My mom is practically a cripple cos she has such terrible feet.

What language should I learn?

1.) Japanese

2.) Italian

3.) Russian


Meow... I like languages.

By the way,

if you couldn't tell,

that's not my body with my head on it...
That happens to be Arnold Schwarzenegger's body


with my head on it...



ANYWAYS.


Check out Einsteins argument for the existence of God. It's pretty wicked (sweet, not demonic and such heh...)

I like all three of those languages. It's pretty sweet. Better than French, honestly...

I'm drinking a 24 oz. cappuccino from the British Petrol. station. It consists of French Vanilla, White Chocolate and Hot Coco :3

So... I thought my... I don't know what to call it... top-margin picture? was getting old so I changed it... as you may have noticed. I thinks it's pretty perty! It's just on P-town's riverwalk, right off of one of our parks. It's fitting :D

Post your comments somewhere!
Thanks XD

Well. Maybe I'll post again later tonight.


Prolly not...

I love blogging... and you guys!




Moral of this: Don't lose your grip on the things you love. They're incredibly hard to get back.



P.S!!!! National Hug an Asian Day, THIS MONDAY, TWO DAYS FROM NOW, NOVEMBER 30th!!!

Do it ;)


Much Love,


Monster Man, out~

I Support Pandas Eating Pandas

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

Hey guys! National Hug an Asian Day, or, NHAAD, is November 30.

NOW is the time!
Are you going to make the decision?
-Hug an Asian, Save a life.




Still my worst class is Alg II...


I love love love Edison Glass, Desperation Band's latest album, and posters.

Asians are pretty nifty too ;)


SO when I spent the weekend at Cornerstone University not too long ago I made an interracial friend. His name is Tyler. People make a fuss about racism and such when it's just fun to joke around knowing that people take it too seriously for words. They themselves become racist. So jokes are made mocking racism. Tyler can laugh at himself because he's half African American, half German. I think that's just such an ironic and hysterical combination. He also has amazing hair. :]

I am happier. Change is occurring, and I've put my trust in God. All that I need to do is get more into my devotional habits and be lesser of a hypocrite.



Moral of this: Asians are generally nice and talented people! Don't fear the Reaper.

( XD haha)



Much Love,




Monster Man, out~

Waffles

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Rough times I'm telling ya. Life is just busy and rough.

Costume band concert was awesome tonight. Love the marching band and the seventh/eighth graders were impressive.

God, help me.

God, help me.

I'm so lost.

I have hope. I put my trust in you.

I haven't felt well. Life is changing. It needs to but why this way?


Friday isn't coming soon enough. It's only Thursday. I TG for F.

French homework. It's prolly not getting done tonight. Man.

NOW FOR THE GOOD'N STUFF!!!!!!

Soup, bread sticks and food. That was my dinner.


"Never give up, never surrender!"

Shawn's rabbit welcomed me for the first time today by a friendly humping. I seem to be the only person animals do that to... why? I love you too, Waffles.

Moral of this: Lop eared rabbits are crazy hoppin' creatures. Their happiness can go too far. Watch it so they don't pull a fast one on ya.


Monster Man, out~

Rosey Norman Rockwell Cheeks

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

Thanks to Dowagiac, Michigan and Jackson, Michigan (except for my Uncle) for continuing to view my blog even though there aren't any posts lately. Kudos to you. :]

I just recently received a blog view from a place called Jakarta, Indonesia? Wowzers!

School is blah but I am not good at math. Algebra II sucks lots of lots of lots of stuff.

I am a procrastinator. "Procrastinators Unite Tomorrow" says my infamous shirt.

Sleep is a necessity. I went through middle school on about two hours of sleep each evening. It was miserable and considerably unhealthy now that I think back. Sighs...

One of Michael Jackson's sisters is claiming she sees his Ghost and is encouraging him to go towards the light.

Keep it up, sista! Let me now how that goes for you.

Shawn and I are prolly goin trick-or-treating Saturday. CANDAY!!!!!


Bubble Tea has not been very experimentalish lately but we have had our visits. I love Bubble Tea. :3


PUMPKIN FACE MRAWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!

Babies wearing outfits are adorable.

I read an FML about decapitating a cat.

It was pretty morbid.

Not the story, the comments after the story...











Moral of this: Breeding solely to dress babies in cute outfits is frowned upon. It's a financial crisis in itself...

Much love,

Monster Man, out~

It's Christmas!!! 9/25 see?!

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

So I've been celebrating in my mind my first out-of-country blog view! Please bow, Berlin, Deutschland (Germany, a little lingo trick I learned from Courtney Landon [sorry about lending out some more of your mysteriousness again])!!!!

Today in French we had a substitute. Mrs. Brubaker. She simply has plumped since last year.
El prego.

The bright side of having a sub in French is we get to turn off the lights and watch a movie. The down side is that the movie has to be in French. Today happened to be Jurassic Park I. I believe we were suppose to pick a Disney movie *which I get sick of all the time* but I got to put down my head and make an attempt to catch up on my lost sleep...

Today ended fairly well. TGIF

Once again I am just writing because I just LOVEEEEE!!!!!!!!! blogging. ^^

I hope my ear isn't getting infected, 'cos that would SUCK. The other morning there was some white pussy stuff coming out of it o.O and it smelt funny. It still hasn't fully healed but I haven't had any problems with it until now. Maybe I touch it too much? Dunno...

Tomorrow night is prayer and worship practice right before that. I'm psyched. It's fun and rejuvenates the soul. ;) Tonight was reggae dance practice. Interesting most definitely... for me? Not at all. Heh. Jamaican me crazay!

I'm trying to read a bunch of books. It's not working out so well...

School always sucks.

I should probably sleep but I just don't want to.

I think I may leave you guys though... sorry.

MORE OUT-OF-COUNTRY VISITS PLEASE!!! Malaysia? WOW... that'd be so exhilarating XD.

Everyone is getting sick :[ I'm glad I got over my sickness from this past weekend. S'all good.

Well... Good night

Much love,
Monster Man, out~

SYATP

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I got sick yesterday, prayed it away, missed school but it is quickly leaving my body! Faith in the lord at work.

I never made my Bubble Tea, I keep forgetting about my veggies rotting in the fridge and I am upset because the audio book, When Heaven Meets Earth, won't load properly onto my Media Player. It keeps replacing the previous disc because it thinks they're all the same "song".

I'm very thirsty. Maybe tonight's the night for Bubble Tea.

So, SYATP! Globally, people get together at their school's flag pole before school starts for a half an hour to pray. This happens every year, typically on a Wednesday in late September. "What do they pray for?" you ask? They pray over their school, students, teachers, community, nation, and pretty much anything! It's not only a step out of our comfort zones and a breaking down of personal walls, it's the claiming of life over death! It's serving our Lord and asking for his will to be done on Earth as it is in Heaven. By faith we've been given the power to pray heaven down to Earth. That's a little something I learned from my man, Robert. ;]

So in P-town, all of our community Christian churches- and anyone who wants to come for that matter- are meeting at Portland Mount Hope Church (click link for directions) for an hour of tasty food and pre-prayer (6:00am-7:00am) before we head to the schools. Rides are provided and it's all grades. You're welcome to come! :]

Monster Man, out~

Pièce de Résistance

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Summer has ended and hell is beginning...

I got some new clothes... I like them sorta kinda :]

I don't like how they're not very original though... I need to lose weight so I can buy me some chick pants... prolly corduroy; I already have maroon ones... maybe some beige? Then it won't be as obscene to wear them XD.

I bought a really comfy zip up hoodie. ^^

This year will be better I hope... but I get the feeling it will go a lot slower than last year... that was the quickest and most unreasonably fast year of my life!

I am a sophomore. No more "stupid freshman" comments popping out of random mouths throughout the halls. Algebra II scares me. Especially since I lost my graphing calculator, they're required and they cost between $80-$120. >.>"

^Aren't those corduroys hot? ^

I dig the red ones...

Not only do I strongly dislike/hate school, I also do not condone the seasons changing to winter.

Got my license... all I need is a job for gas = // =

Got any musique IDyuhs for meh? naww? I ope soh 'cos I need some to put a fix on my creativeness and teenage angst... haha. That comes from the German for "fear" bah thuh way.

At least I don't have to sit through PMS for another year (heh that's Portland Middle School FYI). I think I shall make new friends considering all of my old partial ones graduated...

I'm going to do some stuff and try to sleep... G'night y'all!

Moral of this: Chick pants are awesome...

Monster Man, out~

I Know, Odd Post, I Don't Care

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So... pretty much tonight I talked to a classmate of mine. He told me he was in love. He told me that him and his girl were going to stay together forever. I thought it was great! You never see people truly in love any more. Not at my age.

So I take the opportunity to make sure that relationship won't have any strongholds; no skeletons in any closets you know? I tell him I know that it's a creepy, odd and random subject to bring up but if he were addicted to porn or something, he should take care of it right then. He gave me some replies showing me he was a bit uncomfortable but curious. I gave him some stats as to why I was bringing it up and told him I cared about them both.

He asked me if I looked at porn and proudly said no. He asked me if I have looked at porn and I said yes.

... He laughed.

I was completely embarrassed.

'Course I asked him why he laughed.

"cause you beat your meat at the computer"

I told him that I don't. He said I had to come clean and I told him I already did. I use to but no longer do. He said good. I agreed. I asked him if he was still laughing. He said no. I asked him if he thought it was still funny. "naw"

Please bless me God...

Giving him a light overview of my past was difficult. Then he laughs... It's for my strengthening... I couldn't expect any more. I think I came at as soft of an approach as I could at that point... Some people you need to hit hard and others you ease your way in. I don't know... The convo chilled after that. I don't think it ended awkward. I think it actually ended well.

First time really talking to someone outside of my comfort zone about that sorta thing. I am pleased but a little weird feeling.

If you are having relationship problems because of porn or something related, or maybe you deal with things like that yourself, talk to me, check out my help blog or visit xxxchurch.com.

Moral of this: Be strong because things are bound to be difficult in this life.

Monster Man, out~

Friends

Lately I've been finding myself making new friends. I like people. Every night I have late-night conversations with my week and a half long friend, Miss Courtney Landon ;] Currently I'm being scolded by my mother's tired angryness... We just got done talking about art and beauty, Courtney and I. She's a nifty person. I met my old baby sitter's husband Josh, Donald and I'm sure a few others too! This is my first blog on Monsieur Tea Monster. My advice is to you is love life. It sounds cliche... but don't take it lightly... find out what it's about and live it! The moral of this: Life is for relationship. Make love, no war! XD