Coldplay

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

Who knows when the next time I'll post will be but I am posting now which is all that matters, yeh?

Lots and lots of changes in the past months yes.

I've found there are two types of temptation.

1) Temptation that you fall into because you want to be more like the people you're around like peers and family members so that you'll fit in.

2) Temptation that you fall into because you love and trust the people you're around and already feel the comfort of before you're handed desire.

I've made some mistakes in the past that I'm not proud of by any means. Some more recent than others. But mistakes make you learn. When you learn, you may end up with more questions. I know I have some questions.

I love Coldplay and Eminem now. Not just having frequently mild enjoyment but truly love the music now. I, in fact, still owe somebody a drawing of an album cover. I was told to think about their style and come up with an album cover as if they were about to release a new album. Challenge, accepted. Will you be pleased? I have no idea. :D

I still make little sense when I try to explain things. Sometimes I do it to be... what's Mr. Scheurer's vocab words.... Sometimes I equivocate! That's the word I'm looking for... If you're not gifted with a wide vernacular and need to look that up like I did, it means to be vague and ambiguous in expression in order to avoid things.

Today I came to a realization that, as I quote my best friend, "Emotionless contentment is an excuse for a compassionless existence." I added that in order to use this emotionless contentment, or apathy, as an excuse, it must be intentional. To be intentionally emotionless, you must be pushing the emotion away or somehow for some reason blocking it out. Then it was added, "Apathy is an excuse for disconnectedness," and vise versa.

Pandora Radio is the best! I type in all kinds of my favorite music and it just shows me more amazing music!

I need a job so fricken desperately. I have no money.... and it's all my fault. I'm not blaming anybody else haha. Funtyme has closed for the season and even though I made bank there, idk if I will go back next year... My boss let me go unofficially 10/17/10. That's a six month season. I'd say I did well.

Luckily my mother told me that once I run out of money, she would give me gas money until I get another job.

So apparently, the top 3 countries to visit my blog are: United States, France, and Germany. Thank you kind foreigners. You have pleased me and remain faithful.

I still despise just about all country.

My weight lifting class has made me very very happy. Results babay! I am now a proud owner of pectorals that can bench 230 lbs. ^w^

I have AIM now. haha. Next on my list is Farmville... o.O

Junior year has been pretty lame but I've run into some perks to make it worth while. Hopefully they'll stick around :]

I hope to blog again soon!!

Much Love,

Monster Man, out~

It's Summer

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.


I promised so here it is:




I've been working at Funtyme Adventure Parks for over 2 months now and haven't saved that much $money$.

Shawn and I have been dating for 22 months 7 days.

My heart is sinking in many places *^this is not listed to follow the above^*

Summer's not all I had fantasized.

God is far from my heart but I am not giving up.

I can go to War Week :] *Courtney, what I was trying to tell you tonight on facebook until my internet cut me off*

My mother won't go to SNAP and sign off my permission to get a gym membership.

Brandon Vanderbroek died the other day, Shawn's best friend's little bro and my peer. His funeral is Friday and it's the first death to hit me in such a way.

I'm glad I get a break from youth. It sounds bad but I couldn't take it very long. Too much stress on the team.

My friends are killing me.

I want one of the fluffy critters Courtney, Kara and Donald had tonight. Or as Ghanghus called it, the "pink rabbit."

I want Bubble Tea and Chinese food SOOOOOOO so bad.

I have a cold.

My birthday is in 21 days and I am not truly phased by it. But I will get to drive past 12 :]

I should read my bible more but I don't. I do want to.

I need to blog more. That's obvious.

My phone is dying so apparently that's my b-day present. Can I at least have texting?

Why do I feel unaccomplished?

People unfortunately prove others right. They say "you only believe in a god to make yourselves feel better" and the only time people make mention of a god is when someone dies, saying "they're in a better place now" when in most cases they're really not. They're in Hell because people like me didn't show them Christ. As politically incorrect as that may seem, it's pure truth. But you either honestly believe that they have gone to Heaven or only say it because you are trying to cope not knowing the true love of Christ Jesus.

Can anybody tell me if the July law passed on texting also applies to talking on the phone? I don't wanna get pulled over for that.

I need to put my new tags on my car, but I'm afraid I'll rip it and have to pay a bunch for a new one and not be able to drive my Jeep for a few weeks cuz of it. Or get pulled over for not having changed them yet.

I don't like to blog about sad stuff but it's a must sometimes.




I love you guys :]



Moral of this: Don't blame God for accidents like death, especially when you don't believe in him. That'll just piss me off. It's being irrational. Like this blog post maybe?




Monster Man, out~

I Saw Valentines Day. XD

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

So lately it's been gorgeous out. Not the sky in the day; that has been gray and blue, but the warmth and skies in the night; they have been exhilarating.

Went for a run today. People say I don't look my weight. Unfortunately those kind comments don't change my weight. The running does. It also causes chaffing...

That's okay. One day, I will have a body like Taylor Lautner. ;) haha

My roll model... *sighs*


ANYWAYS




What would you do?



My throat hurts. "J'ai mal au gorge!"

Maybe I need grandma's remedy?

Honey and lemon juice!

hmmmmm.


Moral of this: Stars are horrible roll models but if they give you motivation, what the hey, right?


Love


Monster Man, out~

A Lot to Catch Up On...

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

Tonight I was caught under the night's sky, trapped in its wondrous beauty. Wherefore art though, my infinite? Something so precious, void, dark and yet, without gravity holding suspended spheres of unimaginable intensities of flame; those just like our own we take for granted daily. How we miss you, O how we do. It kills me to hear people believe you are random, because you are not; far from it. You came from the beginning and it was good. You are so awesome because you were created in the image of your creator. And we've desecrated you.
-Z.K. Hutchins




It's been a while.

I still love you guys... whoever you are ;)

Been busy.

Writing music/sermon for fine arts festival!

That's comin up.

I must sleep but I will be back soon.


G'night life.



Moral of this: You'll believe what you want to believe, but not what you need to. Be a little more open to the supernatural ideas and less to the logic people always try and jam into you.



Monster Man, out~

Happy Christmas and Merry New Year/Break

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.




I don't blog enough but you're still "cordially invit"ed!

I love this.

But, school is starting up once again so that is slightly nerve wracking...


I have been getting fat for the past 2 weeks.

I've not worked out since my bench set has become somewhat dangerous, I haven't taken the time to use my treadmill and Steve-O got in trouble for letting us into the school's weight room after hours.

But I'm still beastly. ;]

Glasses and a haircut are all that have changed.... well, I am getting back into the good grove of good things


but life is still a bit off kilter.


I got an acoustic g-nar so my life has become more musical and folky.

Off to a new start. I have faith it will be better and more accomplished.

I've
wasted
so
much
time.


I am receiving the gift of 1G of data per month on Hughes Net satellite internet

*pretty awful when it comes to the amount of usage I'll be aloud but I should count my blessings*

and I get free data between 12am and 6am. Though I will be sleeping through this time hopefully... the weekends will be making up for it.

'Night,

I have to wake up dark and early for Hell tomorrow so I mustn't be late.





Much love,


Moral of this: UFC influences great cardio- if you don't find a hobby you'll retire and get -fat-.


Monster Man, out~

Seals = Profanity: Français Deux

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Music



Big test tomorrow. Hopefully that D+ can become a C+ or higher! :D
............
Darn Alg II


The other day we learned that the French word for seal is 'phoque'.

I bet you can guess how that's pronounced....

-Fohkə-


"I wanna scream 'I love you!' from the top of my lungs. But I'm afraid that someone else will hear me. You can only blame your problems on the world for so long before it all becomes the same old song..."
- The (Shipped) Gold Standard, Fall Out Boy


"I will love you even when you won't let me. And you will kill me by doing nothing. But I know it's not you, my dear, I know it's not you. I know it's not you, my dear, it's the nothing that kills. I can't save you but I will love you."
- Of Want and Misery: The Nothing That Kills, As Cities Burn

"I'm sure if You wanted to stop love, You could just untie Your end and let it go. But my God, You don't, You don't. Yeah, I think I love You for it... Our world is grey."
- Our World is Grey, As Cities Burn

"If I make it to Heaven, I may be as bloody as Hell. Would you still take me? I'm afraid that You might say "Depart from me, for I never knew you." 'Cause I'm in the wrong body..."
- Wrong Body, As Cities Burn

"This is real. This is now. I don't wanna go. I hold on, you let go; will I ever know? ...When I am a monster, You never wince when You look at me. When I am a freak, You never stare. When I am a leper You never say unclean and when I am lost, when I am lost, You come and get me free!"
- Monster, The Almost

"Time is fiction..."
- Time is Fiction, Edison Glass





These quotes from songs mean a lot to me.
Comment?






Moral of this: Putting on your goggles help you look through the cloudiness. Don't be simple.



Much love,



Monster Man, out~

In a Few Years Could it be Possible that I'll Accidentally Name Posts the Same as Previous Posts?

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

I've been doing a pretty poor job of keeping up on my blogging, I'll admit. But I just read through all my mates' blogs since I last checked in. Kudos my friends.

Kudos.


*Mostly to Courtney cos she's one of the only ones really who does it and she has good mouth words*


>>>
On my linkies, check out Cody and I serenading our new friend from our local university. It was a good time.
>>>


I'm starting to work out again. ^^
I'm-a get ripped by next summer. If it weren't for the holidays I would have lost 4 more pounds but instead I'm prolly gaining them back... :/

I need running shoes. My feet are getting wrecked by my smexi Cons.... So that just has been making me afraid to run until I do get some. My mom is practically a cripple cos she has such terrible feet.

What language should I learn?

1.) Japanese

2.) Italian

3.) Russian


Meow... I like languages.

By the way,

if you couldn't tell,

that's not my body with my head on it...
That happens to be Arnold Schwarzenegger's body


with my head on it...



ANYWAYS.


Check out Einsteins argument for the existence of God. It's pretty wicked (sweet, not demonic and such heh...)

I like all three of those languages. It's pretty sweet. Better than French, honestly...

I'm drinking a 24 oz. cappuccino from the British Petrol. station. It consists of French Vanilla, White Chocolate and Hot Coco :3

So... I thought my... I don't know what to call it... top-margin picture? was getting old so I changed it... as you may have noticed. I thinks it's pretty perty! It's just on P-town's riverwalk, right off of one of our parks. It's fitting :D

Post your comments somewhere!
Thanks XD

Well. Maybe I'll post again later tonight.


Prolly not...

I love blogging... and you guys!




Moral of this: Don't lose your grip on the things you love. They're incredibly hard to get back.



P.S!!!! National Hug an Asian Day, THIS MONDAY, TWO DAYS FROM NOW, NOVEMBER 30th!!!

Do it ;)


Much Love,


Monster Man, out~

I Support Pandas Eating Pandas

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

Hey guys! National Hug an Asian Day, or, NHAAD, is November 30.

NOW is the time!
Are you going to make the decision?
-Hug an Asian, Save a life.




Still my worst class is Alg II...


I love love love Edison Glass, Desperation Band's latest album, and posters.

Asians are pretty nifty too ;)


SO when I spent the weekend at Cornerstone University not too long ago I made an interracial friend. His name is Tyler. People make a fuss about racism and such when it's just fun to joke around knowing that people take it too seriously for words. They themselves become racist. So jokes are made mocking racism. Tyler can laugh at himself because he's half African American, half German. I think that's just such an ironic and hysterical combination. He also has amazing hair. :]

I am happier. Change is occurring, and I've put my trust in God. All that I need to do is get more into my devotional habits and be lesser of a hypocrite.



Moral of this: Asians are generally nice and talented people! Don't fear the Reaper.

( XD haha)



Much Love,




Monster Man, out~

Rosey Norman Rockwell Cheeks

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

Thanks to Dowagiac, Michigan and Jackson, Michigan (except for my Uncle) for continuing to view my blog even though there aren't any posts lately. Kudos to you. :]

I just recently received a blog view from a place called Jakarta, Indonesia? Wowzers!

School is blah but I am not good at math. Algebra II sucks lots of lots of lots of stuff.

I am a procrastinator. "Procrastinators Unite Tomorrow" says my infamous shirt.

Sleep is a necessity. I went through middle school on about two hours of sleep each evening. It was miserable and considerably unhealthy now that I think back. Sighs...

One of Michael Jackson's sisters is claiming she sees his Ghost and is encouraging him to go towards the light.

Keep it up, sista! Let me now how that goes for you.

Shawn and I are prolly goin trick-or-treating Saturday. CANDAY!!!!!


Bubble Tea has not been very experimentalish lately but we have had our visits. I love Bubble Tea. :3


PUMPKIN FACE MRAWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!

Babies wearing outfits are adorable.

I read an FML about decapitating a cat.

It was pretty morbid.

Not the story, the comments after the story...











Moral of this: Breeding solely to dress babies in cute outfits is frowned upon. It's a financial crisis in itself...

Much love,

Monster Man, out~