Coldplay

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

Who knows when the next time I'll post will be but I am posting now which is all that matters, yeh?

Lots and lots of changes in the past months yes.

I've found there are two types of temptation.

1) Temptation that you fall into because you want to be more like the people you're around like peers and family members so that you'll fit in.

2) Temptation that you fall into because you love and trust the people you're around and already feel the comfort of before you're handed desire.

I've made some mistakes in the past that I'm not proud of by any means. Some more recent than others. But mistakes make you learn. When you learn, you may end up with more questions. I know I have some questions.

I love Coldplay and Eminem now. Not just having frequently mild enjoyment but truly love the music now. I, in fact, still owe somebody a drawing of an album cover. I was told to think about their style and come up with an album cover as if they were about to release a new album. Challenge, accepted. Will you be pleased? I have no idea. :D

I still make little sense when I try to explain things. Sometimes I do it to be... what's Mr. Scheurer's vocab words.... Sometimes I equivocate! That's the word I'm looking for... If you're not gifted with a wide vernacular and need to look that up like I did, it means to be vague and ambiguous in expression in order to avoid things.

Today I came to a realization that, as I quote my best friend, "Emotionless contentment is an excuse for a compassionless existence." I added that in order to use this emotionless contentment, or apathy, as an excuse, it must be intentional. To be intentionally emotionless, you must be pushing the emotion away or somehow for some reason blocking it out. Then it was added, "Apathy is an excuse for disconnectedness," and vise versa.

Pandora Radio is the best! I type in all kinds of my favorite music and it just shows me more amazing music!

I need a job so fricken desperately. I have no money.... and it's all my fault. I'm not blaming anybody else haha. Funtyme has closed for the season and even though I made bank there, idk if I will go back next year... My boss let me go unofficially 10/17/10. That's a six month season. I'd say I did well.

Luckily my mother told me that once I run out of money, she would give me gas money until I get another job.

So apparently, the top 3 countries to visit my blog are: United States, France, and Germany. Thank you kind foreigners. You have pleased me and remain faithful.

I still despise just about all country.

My weight lifting class has made me very very happy. Results babay! I am now a proud owner of pectorals that can bench 230 lbs. ^w^

I have AIM now. haha. Next on my list is Farmville... o.O

Junior year has been pretty lame but I've run into some perks to make it worth while. Hopefully they'll stick around :]

I hope to blog again soon!!

Much Love,

Monster Man, out~

It's Summer

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.


I promised so here it is:




I've been working at Funtyme Adventure Parks for over 2 months now and haven't saved that much $money$.

Shawn and I have been dating for 22 months 7 days.

My heart is sinking in many places *^this is not listed to follow the above^*

Summer's not all I had fantasized.

God is far from my heart but I am not giving up.

I can go to War Week :] *Courtney, what I was trying to tell you tonight on facebook until my internet cut me off*

My mother won't go to SNAP and sign off my permission to get a gym membership.

Brandon Vanderbroek died the other day, Shawn's best friend's little bro and my peer. His funeral is Friday and it's the first death to hit me in such a way.

I'm glad I get a break from youth. It sounds bad but I couldn't take it very long. Too much stress on the team.

My friends are killing me.

I want one of the fluffy critters Courtney, Kara and Donald had tonight. Or as Ghanghus called it, the "pink rabbit."

I want Bubble Tea and Chinese food SOOOOOOO so bad.

I have a cold.

My birthday is in 21 days and I am not truly phased by it. But I will get to drive past 12 :]

I should read my bible more but I don't. I do want to.

I need to blog more. That's obvious.

My phone is dying so apparently that's my b-day present. Can I at least have texting?

Why do I feel unaccomplished?

People unfortunately prove others right. They say "you only believe in a god to make yourselves feel better" and the only time people make mention of a god is when someone dies, saying "they're in a better place now" when in most cases they're really not. They're in Hell because people like me didn't show them Christ. As politically incorrect as that may seem, it's pure truth. But you either honestly believe that they have gone to Heaven or only say it because you are trying to cope not knowing the true love of Christ Jesus.

Can anybody tell me if the July law passed on texting also applies to talking on the phone? I don't wanna get pulled over for that.

I need to put my new tags on my car, but I'm afraid I'll rip it and have to pay a bunch for a new one and not be able to drive my Jeep for a few weeks cuz of it. Or get pulled over for not having changed them yet.

I don't like to blog about sad stuff but it's a must sometimes.




I love you guys :]



Moral of this: Don't blame God for accidents like death, especially when you don't believe in him. That'll just piss me off. It's being irrational. Like this blog post maybe?




Monster Man, out~

Latest News- potatoes look like... potatoes?

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

Hi XD


"I'm not okay but we're alright"

"Someday, when my life has passed me by, I'll lay around and wonder why you were always there for me"


Good stuff.


I'm actually posting because you guys actually care that I do. awww ^^


My arms kill because I did a chest and triceps workout saturday and they keep getting stiffer.

But i'm turning into a lean mean man beast, slowly but surely... every day counts ;)


Sorry, Courtney, for I did not fulfill my promise of getting on msn -.-

I played my song for the first time today since fine arts. I still like it, but my music never touches me the same as other people's.

This is a quick one tonight.


It's the latest thing to post this so here it goes!
"Life is sexually transmitted and always fatal."


Had to.








I'ma fast typer. That's why I'm so fat.


Summer is coming. 44 more days i guess? It excites me.

Bubble Tea tomorrow?




Moral of this: My disposition is scaring me. My blogs are getting more and more dull. Stay connected with yourself... please.



Much Love,



Monster Man, out~

A Lot to Catch Up On...

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

Tonight I was caught under the night's sky, trapped in its wondrous beauty. Wherefore art though, my infinite? Something so precious, void, dark and yet, without gravity holding suspended spheres of unimaginable intensities of flame; those just like our own we take for granted daily. How we miss you, O how we do. It kills me to hear people believe you are random, because you are not; far from it. You came from the beginning and it was good. You are so awesome because you were created in the image of your creator. And we've desecrated you.
-Z.K. Hutchins




It's been a while.

I still love you guys... whoever you are ;)

Been busy.

Writing music/sermon for fine arts festival!

That's comin up.

I must sleep but I will be back soon.


G'night life.



Moral of this: You'll believe what you want to believe, but not what you need to. Be a little more open to the supernatural ideas and less to the logic people always try and jam into you.



Monster Man, out~

Seals = Profanity: Français Deux

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

Music



Big test tomorrow. Hopefully that D+ can become a C+ or higher! :D
............
Darn Alg II


The other day we learned that the French word for seal is 'phoque'.

I bet you can guess how that's pronounced....

-Fohkə-


"I wanna scream 'I love you!' from the top of my lungs. But I'm afraid that someone else will hear me. You can only blame your problems on the world for so long before it all becomes the same old song..."
- The (Shipped) Gold Standard, Fall Out Boy


"I will love you even when you won't let me. And you will kill me by doing nothing. But I know it's not you, my dear, I know it's not you. I know it's not you, my dear, it's the nothing that kills. I can't save you but I will love you."
- Of Want and Misery: The Nothing That Kills, As Cities Burn

"I'm sure if You wanted to stop love, You could just untie Your end and let it go. But my God, You don't, You don't. Yeah, I think I love You for it... Our world is grey."
- Our World is Grey, As Cities Burn

"If I make it to Heaven, I may be as bloody as Hell. Would you still take me? I'm afraid that You might say "Depart from me, for I never knew you." 'Cause I'm in the wrong body..."
- Wrong Body, As Cities Burn

"This is real. This is now. I don't wanna go. I hold on, you let go; will I ever know? ...When I am a monster, You never wince when You look at me. When I am a freak, You never stare. When I am a leper You never say unclean and when I am lost, when I am lost, You come and get me free!"
- Monster, The Almost

"Time is fiction..."
- Time is Fiction, Edison Glass





These quotes from songs mean a lot to me.
Comment?






Moral of this: Putting on your goggles help you look through the cloudiness. Don't be simple.



Much love,



Monster Man, out~

In a Few Years Could it be Possible that I'll Accidentally Name Posts the Same as Previous Posts?

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

I've been doing a pretty poor job of keeping up on my blogging, I'll admit. But I just read through all my mates' blogs since I last checked in. Kudos my friends.

Kudos.


*Mostly to Courtney cos she's one of the only ones really who does it and she has good mouth words*


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On my linkies, check out Cody and I serenading our new friend from our local university. It was a good time.
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I'm starting to work out again. ^^
I'm-a get ripped by next summer. If it weren't for the holidays I would have lost 4 more pounds but instead I'm prolly gaining them back... :/

I need running shoes. My feet are getting wrecked by my smexi Cons.... So that just has been making me afraid to run until I do get some. My mom is practically a cripple cos she has such terrible feet.

What language should I learn?

1.) Japanese

2.) Italian

3.) Russian


Meow... I like languages.

By the way,

if you couldn't tell,

that's not my body with my head on it...
That happens to be Arnold Schwarzenegger's body


with my head on it...



ANYWAYS.


Check out Einsteins argument for the existence of God. It's pretty wicked (sweet, not demonic and such heh...)

I like all three of those languages. It's pretty sweet. Better than French, honestly...

I'm drinking a 24 oz. cappuccino from the British Petrol. station. It consists of French Vanilla, White Chocolate and Hot Coco :3

So... I thought my... I don't know what to call it... top-margin picture? was getting old so I changed it... as you may have noticed. I thinks it's pretty perty! It's just on P-town's riverwalk, right off of one of our parks. It's fitting :D

Post your comments somewhere!
Thanks XD

Well. Maybe I'll post again later tonight.


Prolly not...

I love blogging... and you guys!




Moral of this: Don't lose your grip on the things you love. They're incredibly hard to get back.



P.S!!!! National Hug an Asian Day, THIS MONDAY, TWO DAYS FROM NOW, NOVEMBER 30th!!!

Do it ;)


Much Love,


Monster Man, out~

Psychological

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

Long time, no talk peeps. Sorry bout that!

My review:

Amusing, heart wrenching, and a film for the whole family. A young boy dives deep into his imagination filling the void of his missing father and failure to fit in. After losing control of his emotions he works out his problems through running away and creating his own fantasy land. Roaming this land of his brings true realization to his life and could possibly bring insight to yours. - Z.K. Hutchins, Where the Wild Things Are

It was depressing but I greatly enjoyed it. It's fun to discover things within people.

Life is still very busy. Strung my guitar, broke a string while doing so, replaced it with an acoustic guitar string... works fine. 22 hours at the church last week.

"You've got a smile that can light up the whole town".

It's getting colder every day but it was 63 degrees today. I enjoyed it.


I should get to sleep.

Makin' new friends! Good stuff right thur.

Music is gone. I am sad. My computer has been wiped from virus. Tear.

Bubble Tea is on my mind with some of that Chinese food. Always.

Maybe I shall become a Fusion Chef!

Stew... ew XD haha!

Mango smoothies!!!!!!!

My Monster *rawr ///* addiction luckily is fading. Caffeine has not been a major part of my diet; rather vitamin D lactose and spring H2O.

T'is boring here. I need to work harder I guess and waste my life away like most people do. sighs.

Much love,


Moral of this: Swing-sets are fruit to the soul; remember the good times, learn from the bad and ignore my hypocriticalness!



Monster Man, out~

Beautiful

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

Tonight was beautiful...









New York City

Postal Script I got my first blog view from P-town today. WTF?

Monster Man, out~