Waffles

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

Rough times I'm telling ya. Life is just busy and rough.

Costume band concert was awesome tonight. Love the marching band and the seventh/eighth graders were impressive.

God, help me.

God, help me.

I'm so lost.

I have hope. I put my trust in you.

I haven't felt well. Life is changing. It needs to but why this way?


Friday isn't coming soon enough. It's only Thursday. I TG for F.

French homework. It's prolly not getting done tonight. Man.

NOW FOR THE GOOD'N STUFF!!!!!!

Soup, bread sticks and food. That was my dinner.


"Never give up, never surrender!"

Shawn's rabbit welcomed me for the first time today by a friendly humping. I seem to be the only person animals do that to... why? I love you too, Waffles.

Moral of this: Lop eared rabbits are crazy hoppin' creatures. Their happiness can go too far. Watch it so they don't pull a fast one on ya.


Monster Man, out~

I Know, Odd Post, I Don't Care

M. Tea Monster is cordially inviting you and all of your friends to follow this Monsieur Madness.

So... pretty much tonight I talked to a classmate of mine. He told me he was in love. He told me that him and his girl were going to stay together forever. I thought it was great! You never see people truly in love any more. Not at my age.

So I take the opportunity to make sure that relationship won't have any strongholds; no skeletons in any closets you know? I tell him I know that it's a creepy, odd and random subject to bring up but if he were addicted to porn or something, he should take care of it right then. He gave me some replies showing me he was a bit uncomfortable but curious. I gave him some stats as to why I was bringing it up and told him I cared about them both.

He asked me if I looked at porn and proudly said no. He asked me if I have looked at porn and I said yes.

... He laughed.

I was completely embarrassed.

'Course I asked him why he laughed.

"cause you beat your meat at the computer"

I told him that I don't. He said I had to come clean and I told him I already did. I use to but no longer do. He said good. I agreed. I asked him if he was still laughing. He said no. I asked him if he thought it was still funny. "naw"

Please bless me God...

Giving him a light overview of my past was difficult. Then he laughs... It's for my strengthening... I couldn't expect any more. I think I came at as soft of an approach as I could at that point... Some people you need to hit hard and others you ease your way in. I don't know... The convo chilled after that. I don't think it ended awkward. I think it actually ended well.

First time really talking to someone outside of my comfort zone about that sorta thing. I am pleased but a little weird feeling.

If you are having relationship problems because of porn or something related, or maybe you deal with things like that yourself, talk to me, check out my help blog or visit xxxchurch.com.

Moral of this: Be strong because things are bound to be difficult in this life.

Monster Man, out~