I Know, Odd Post, I Don't Care

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So... pretty much tonight I talked to a classmate of mine. He told me he was in love. He told me that him and his girl were going to stay together forever. I thought it was great! You never see people truly in love any more. Not at my age.

So I take the opportunity to make sure that relationship won't have any strongholds; no skeletons in any closets you know? I tell him I know that it's a creepy, odd and random subject to bring up but if he were addicted to porn or something, he should take care of it right then. He gave me some replies showing me he was a bit uncomfortable but curious. I gave him some stats as to why I was bringing it up and told him I cared about them both.

He asked me if I looked at porn and proudly said no. He asked me if I have looked at porn and I said yes.

... He laughed.

I was completely embarrassed.

'Course I asked him why he laughed.

"cause you beat your meat at the computer"

I told him that I don't. He said I had to come clean and I told him I already did. I use to but no longer do. He said good. I agreed. I asked him if he was still laughing. He said no. I asked him if he thought it was still funny. "naw"

Please bless me God...

Giving him a light overview of my past was difficult. Then he laughs... It's for my strengthening... I couldn't expect any more. I think I came at as soft of an approach as I could at that point... Some people you need to hit hard and others you ease your way in. I don't know... The convo chilled after that. I don't think it ended awkward. I think it actually ended well.

First time really talking to someone outside of my comfort zone about that sorta thing. I am pleased but a little weird feeling.

If you are having relationship problems because of porn or something related, or maybe you deal with things like that yourself, talk to me, check out my help blog or visit xxxchurch.com.

Moral of this: Be strong because things are bound to be difficult in this life.

Monster Man, out~

Porn!

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हे गुयस (I figured I would leave that up there 'cos I thought it was really neat, I accidentally had the translator turned on, says "hey guys" in Hindi?) Anyways... Today was very interesting and strangely a lengthy short day. I think we slipped in a few ways today, Hun, but it's all good XD. We be strong hittuhs YO! So to say the least, I didn't fulfill my hope of art/music/blogging creation but I did have some... strange fun?

Coffee, Bubble Tea and some Arizona all sound flipping AWESOME right now... So does Monster *rawr ///!* Come to find out, pot-smoking drunkards are the best at getting jobs down in P-town. Should that be telling me to make a character change? Nahwwwww! Although I have been having the munchies lately #o_.

So how about gas prices huh? I don't think they're too horrible... considering back in 2007 we peaked at roughly $4.oo. Gas or milk? GAS OR MILK?!!!! I guess that all depends on whether or not you're riding a cow to work? heh.... *cough!*

Schools starting back up... I really hate it. See I get to choose whether or not I put off sleeping so I don't have to wake up any sooner than I must, ooooooor, I go to sleep so I'm not a bota beagle at PHS the next mournin *pun intended with the whole mornin'/mourn... heh nvm* *dunno wth a bota beagle is...* I'm a slacker and no matter how hard I try I can't seem to do good about that problem... anyways! Seriousness >:[ *ain't it COOOT?!*

Besides that, porn is bad! We all know this right? Apparently not. It's a disrespect to the subject being displayed, their family, future family, the memory of their past family, and to God, whether you believe in Him or not! This means it does not matter whether or not it is their choice to exploit their bodies in such ways!!!! So is masturbation *bad*... I will explain to you that sex is theeeeee most physical, emotional and spiritual manor besides takin' a bullet to express your love for someone! Are you in love with your hand o.O? I THINK NOT. >:[ Every time you do the DEEED!!!!!!_____________ God kills a kitten -.- . Hit me up for the Christian point of view of this but there are just as many ethical points to it! It's a sacred thing man. Who wants to do it with a used person? The person who truly loves them enough not to care. If you love 'em enough, why not marry them to make it true? Everyone's loved guys. You don't need to fill that empty space with hand-action or eye-scopin' or temporary satisfaction. You're lookin' for love in all the wrong places...

Moral of this: We've all beens addicts. It's avoidable, treatable and serious! We can't take life lightly.

Monster Man, out~